I'm a 36 year old single mother. I have an 18 year old girl and a 16 year old girl. I have five cats. I have an associates degree in Mental Health but used to work as a restaurant General Manager. I currently do not work but am taking a writing course in Children's Literature. I take many meds for various physical and mental health problems. I'm severely bipolar and suffer from nightmares and violent visions and I have difficulty controlling my anger. I also have numerous physical problems. The meds help. At least I stay somewhat sane now. I've had more than my share of life experience and what I haven't done I've probably seen so nothing would shock me. My heart and mind contain whirlwinds of emotion and chaos. I love to write, especially poetry. Writing is the only way I get to be the real me and express my true inner self and my deepest emotions. I don't ever recall a time in my life that I was truly happy. I'm not a social person so the only people I call my friends are the ones I have online. When I love, I love with all my heart and soul. When I hate, I hate the same way. Everything I do, I do with everything I've got. I'm a very passionate person. I'm complex and a walking contradiction. I like it that way. I can see both sides to just about anything. I appreciate the beauty in life and feel the sadness when that beauty is lost. I often feel lost myself because so much of the beauty has gone out of my own life...

Likes

• poetry
• writing
• psp
• computer
• crafts
• painting
• drawing
• music
• movies
• games

Dislikes

• TOO MANY TO WRITE!!!